Tough road ahead

I have been procrastinating for months if I am ready for another round of the fertility programme again. The last experience I had was a heartbreaking and painful one! It took me 5 months to recover from it. My emotionals were like roller coaster. I could be laughing happily at one moment then suddenly I will start weeping. Hub was very patient initially then slowly he got irriated with me. What's lost is lost and we should we be brave to moved on. I managed to snapped out of it gradually and now I have set to try the fertility program again.

I have made appointments with my Gynae: meeting the family counselor, conducting blood test and arrange for scan in 2 weeks time. I think I am much stronger now and mentally prepared for what lies ahead. I must stay strong and be brave to face it all. Positive thinking will generate positive outcome!

Tough road ahead

I have been procrastinating for months if I am ready for another round of the fertility programme again. The last experience I had was a heartbreaking and painful one! It took me 5 months to recover from it. My emotionals were like roller coaster. I could be laughing happily at one moment then suddenly I will start weeping. Hub was very patient initially then slowly he got irriated with me. What's lost is lost and we should we be brave and moved on. I managed to snapped out of it gradually and set to trying the fertility program again.

I have made appointments with my Gynae: meeting the family counselor, blood test and scan in 2 weeks time. I think I am much stronger now and mentally prepared for what lies ahead I must stay strong and be brave to face it!